Let Go and Let God

Let go and Let God I heard for the first time about five years ago. At first I would say it over the big obstacle I was facing. At that time my husband I abandoning myself and our children. Then the daily small stuff that annoyed me. But today the meaning is something much more powerful and meaningful.

You see, I didn’t see that this statement pertained to my whole life. Letting go of your life over the hands of God sounds preposterous from the world view. “Well you have to work, you have to do this, it’s your responsibility to do this, don’t be lazy or a fool” and as well as all that motivational speeches sound they are truly a prison cell.

Don’t get me wrong I have every intention of working hard. I always have. I was the honor roll, honors classes, competitive athlete, military leader through boot camp, etc etc. I enjoy working. But not working for the sake of working. Worst of all to me is that set time. You have to be here at this time and cannot leave till this time. I don’t know about you but that point right there drives me crazy! I understand scheduling a meeting or holding a class at a certain time, yes I understand time is essential. But what if the meetings are done, the paper work finished and filed? Go home to your family!! Lol I suppose for me it is in essence an entrepreneurial spirit I didn’t realize I had before. I like structure, planners, and promptness, but I believe life should be lived not lost to the clock.

So after years of making it just barely. I’m finally embracing this phrase to the fullest. I have search my soul, I have prayed for hours, sought mentoring advice, and let go of the world’s ideas. Nothing in me regrets and I will definitely miss those I loved dearly. But am sure I will see again. And I am stepping out into a season of living with passion and purpose but about all I’m giving my life over to God. It is no longer my will, my struggling to figure everything out and scrap and run the hamster wheel of “life”

No more. I am letting go of the world view that says I have to do this and I have to do that in order to be respected, a good mother, a proper hard worker, stable, provider. WRONG!

I am worth to be respected because I am a human. And we are called to love and respect each other.

I am a good mother. I may not parent the way you do or believe as they do, but I know I take the utmost care of the kids God has placed in my hands to raise.

I have always worked hard and if anyone thinks and less of me then they don’t know me. My priorities are different from yours most likely and I won’t bust myself for the sake of business. But I will and do work my butt off.

As for stability. Life was never meant to be comfortable or stable. Jesus said the trails will come! I’m not the rock and I am not the provider. Those belong to God. I am simply a steward. And not I am going to unbury the gifts He has given me and I am going to step out on faith and trust that when I invest my skills, talents, heart, gifts, love into the world: that investment will reap abundance.

Lord here is my life!

So yes I am no longer teaching elementary special needs students.

I am technically by the worlds standards: jobless

But in my Lords eyes, I am fully open for business. I have let go and I am letting God!

If you ever have any prayer request or want to learn more about what I do please feel free to send me a message. I would love to hear from you!

God bless!

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I Knew You Were Trouble

Yes you, I am talk about you. Haha Na I’m joking. But in deep thought this evening the song popped in my head. Now I wouldn’t necessarily select Taylor Swift as a profound evening of deep thought, but learned along time ago to go with my brains thought processes lol

In the song, a young girl follows down this rabbit hole of bad choices following the wild and crazy life of a narcissistic party guy who brings her down and gets her into troubled situations. Nevertheless there is a deep thought through the pop music and sweet girlish voice. . . Loosing yourself in pursuit of feelings.

Have you ever lost yourself to the world? Fear? Shame? Doubt? Wild abandonment? Pursuit of what you thought to be love? I have. The trouble tale for another time. But today let’s lean into the idea of 2018 beginning a refocus and reacceptance of who we are as a person. Settling into our imperfections and rekindling the dreams and passion we hold most dear in our hearts. Maybe you’re not meant to be the next pop star or travel the whole world with six kids in tote. However, maybe traveling outside of our routine for a change and chance to meet new people and spend time with your kids in a new way. Maybe singing locally to support a good cause or at your church to lead others in profound worship. Drawing for the love of it. Dancing with reckless abandonment on a beach barefoot with only the sings in your heart because you can! The beautiful thing about youth is the passion.

Take a moment today yo reflect, pray, and rekindle the passions in your heart. Yet instead of walking into the next situation of trouble use your wisdom and experience to gauge those passions to healthier life choices that light your soul on fire!

God made you unique and placed the desires in your heart.

Troubled

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Now

Hello Beautiful,

Yes you, the lovely wonderful person who is reading this article right now. I want to point out a serious truth you need to know. Something you need to hear, but really need to grasp and understand.

You are loved.

You have value.

You have worth.

RIGHT NOW!

God sees you and cherished you right where you are at.

There is no when I am successful of skinny or perfect. There is not when I have a clean house or my children listen. No not when but Now! You are love now.

And God has a plan and purpose for you and He will meet you right where you are Now!

You are Loved.

You have worth.

You have purpose.

NOW

“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.”

‭‭Psalm‬ ‭139:13‬ ‭NIV‬‬

http://bible.com/111/psa.139.13.niv