Let Go and Let God

Let go and Let God I heard for the first time about five years ago. At first I would say it over the big obstacle I was facing. At that time my husband I abandoning myself and our children. Then the daily small stuff that annoyed me. But today the meaning is something much more powerful and meaningful.

You see, I didn’t see that this statement pertained to my whole life. Letting go of your life over the hands of God sounds preposterous from the world view. “Well you have to work, you have to do this, it’s your responsibility to do this, don’t be lazy or a fool” and as well as all that motivational speeches sound they are truly a prison cell.

Don’t get me wrong I have every intention of working hard. I always have. I was the honor roll, honors classes, competitive athlete, military leader through boot camp, etc etc. I enjoy working. But not working for the sake of working. Worst of all to me is that set time. You have to be here at this time and cannot leave till this time. I don’t know about you but that point right there drives me crazy! I understand scheduling a meeting or holding a class at a certain time, yes I understand time is essential. But what if the meetings are done, the paper work finished and filed? Go home to your family!! Lol I suppose for me it is in essence an entrepreneurial spirit I didn’t realize I had before. I like structure, planners, and promptness, but I believe life should be lived not lost to the clock.

So after years of making it just barely. I’m finally embracing this phrase to the fullest. I have search my soul, I have prayed for hours, sought mentoring advice, and let go of the world’s ideas. Nothing in me regrets and I will definitely miss those I loved dearly. But am sure I will see again. And I am stepping out into a season of living with passion and purpose but about all I’m giving my life over to God. It is no longer my will, my struggling to figure everything out and scrap and run the hamster wheel of “life”

No more. I am letting go of the world view that says I have to do this and I have to do that in order to be respected, a good mother, a proper hard worker, stable, provider. WRONG!

I am worth to be respected because I am a human. And we are called to love and respect each other.

I am a good mother. I may not parent the way you do or believe as they do, but I know I take the utmost care of the kids God has placed in my hands to raise.

I have always worked hard and if anyone thinks and less of me then they don’t know me. My priorities are different from yours most likely and I won’t bust myself for the sake of business. But I will and do work my butt off.

As for stability. Life was never meant to be comfortable or stable. Jesus said the trails will come! I’m not the rock and I am not the provider. Those belong to God. I am simply a steward. And not I am going to unbury the gifts He has given me and I am going to step out on faith and trust that when I invest my skills, talents, heart, gifts, love into the world: that investment will reap abundance.

Lord here is my life!

So yes I am no longer teaching elementary special needs students.

I am technically by the worlds standards: jobless

But in my Lords eyes, I am fully open for business. I have let go and I am letting God!

If you ever have any prayer request or want to learn more about what I do please feel free to send me a message. I would love to hear from you!

God bless!

Updates!!

Young Living has done some incredible updates to their starter kits!!

Number one:

They added a makeup starter kit! There are over 80,000 chemicals in the US and less than a fourth have actually been tested!

As women we want to feel beautiful, touch up with some fun colors, but we also don’t want to be poisoning ourselves! Best choose: Know what is in your make up and skin products!

Number 2:

They added the desert mist diffuser to the line up of Starter kit diffusers!

Um bout time!! Thank You!!!

Number 3:

They added a sample of Thieves house hold cleaner! This is a must have item! Seriously it replaced like all cleaning products and it is toxic free! Plus it cleans incredible! Don’t believe me google the chicken counter thieves test! MIND BLOWN!

Number 4:

Citrus Fresh and Raven are now a part of the 11 oils you get with the Premium Starter kit! These two are incredible oils! I literally use them all the time! Although I love Purification and said to see it go. . . It is still totally available and a definite must have! Never-the-less citrus fresh can also help cleaning, freshening the scent of a room and is very very uplifting! Plus adding it to water helps boost your metabolism!

So I am excited about these changes and You really need to get a kit today if you have not jumped on the toxic free Living bandwagon. May seem fading, but in truth it is a change you will never want to go back from!

Toxic free homes improve your life!

Join today!

Living by your heart

Feelings are just a signal, a sign a warning or awareness. They should not guide your actions or decisions. So many times we find ourselves believing our heart is our feelings. But the heart is deeper. Our heart reaches into our soul and our dreams come alive in its depths!

However, it is not an illogical feeling driven spacey arena! Compassion is caring for others pain and acting upon it. Grace is love and forgiveness in action or in action (if you first feeling was repayment). Love is sacrifice, unselfish, thoughtfulness (require to think about someone!), and not jealous.

God created our hearts and is the true example of living by your heart. The Bible is the greatest love story. It tells of How the Lord of everything, have His son in order to defeated death and get a chance to have you in Heaven with Him forever!!

So Living by your heart is not some reckless abandonment of logic nor an emotional roller coaster of drama and death (like a very famous teenage tale of woe), but to pursue your deepest desires placed on your heart while living out a life that pours goodness, sacrifice, love, grace, compassion in action!

2018 is upon us! It’s time to live your life to the fullest! Let your heart free from the bondage of closed doors and also in full control of our smarts in a purpose drive direction for the betterment of all!

May God bless you and others through you!